Thank you for sharing these thoughts. You have given me hope. Thank you for reminding me of the forgiveness we have in Christ and the power to change through His guidance and grace.
Thank you for these words. I recently stumbled badly after doing pretty well for some time. It is very discouraging. I can only blame myself but need prayer and Jesus's help.
hello brethren, THIS SIGHT IS A WONDERFUL STUMBLESTONE SET BY THE LORD HIMSELF! might be a bit shocking for you to hear that I am only 15 years old, but sin is everywhere and I am very grieved about my shortfalls with porn problems.I dont have much time to explain the long story due to that I must go in 2 minutes but it is very encouraging to have stumbled over this site.to get the story short: I am 15 years old and go to a german school in heidelberg germany.I am actually a strong christian,that is...in other areas until now.I accepted Christ as my Saviour when I was 5 years of age and never had to renew my faith.The "god" feeling was always with me.I was homeschooled from 1-7 grade and then went to a german school to finish school with an abitur which is like finishing high school and 1 year of college.At first everything was normal due to my strong christian parents and church,but one day I just found myself watching videos that were actually rotten things and that I would have actually never would have done.It is a very sneeky process!I didnt think a lot about it and I must have bin between 13-14 when that realisation came to me.It was then that I was on a Christian retreat "Vida Nueva" which means New Life and I met some young teenagers like I had never seen before!How they could pray!It was overwhelming!I dont know why but from somwhere a strong desire came to confess in our small prayer group though at that time I didnt know why because I dinddnt think it seemed very wrong!but I confessed and they prayed for me and God blessed me in the way that our prayer leader also had had the same problems and could understand me well.The retreat went for 3 days and after that I was renewed.I was doing pretty well though for about half a year and then suddenly without wanting it I had done it again.!I always had guilt feelings afterwards until I just ignored them and I diddnt think nothing about them.The Lord then made me stumble across this page while looking again to still my desire.!It has sppoken deaply to me but I would strongly ask you here at this site to help me with usefull hints and helps! my email adress is ckohl@web.de and or cdkohl1208@aol.com Please help me further down the road!o no....Iam late...turned out to be more .... The Lord is wonderful!I hope that my testimonie has aroused you to further staying on the right road! I would be very glad for feedback! your littl brother in christ -chris
Guys i'm addicted to porn and the Lord is being dealing with me...one time the Lord told me it was a specific deed i did that was the root which made me an slave to lust....it's been a long time and i lost the love towards God,my righteous desires,sometimes i don't even feel sorry....the spiritual gifts the Lord gave to me dissipated...the righteous desire of having a wife and kids is gone....and now i desire a girl just to have sex with her....i can't see a girl in a pure way...i can feel my heart treasuring the girl's intimate parts....i lost sensivity to the Lord's Spirit's voice
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Thank you for sharing these thoughts. You have given me hope. Thank you for reminding me of the forgiveness we have in Christ and the power to change through His guidance and grace.
That was awesome Phil. Well said. I can totally relate to the unworthy feeling and I know that's the enemy.
Thank you for these words. I recently stumbled badly after doing pretty well for some time. It is very discouraging. I can only blame myself but need prayer and Jesus's help.
Thank you for your ministry / blog Phil. I've added a link to you on my blog, "God & Cigarettes".
I can relate. You've spelled it all out so clearly. There IS hope in Christ.
~Ash
Please feel free to visit my Blog and Podcast at: http://godandcigarettes.blogspot.com/
hello brethren,
THIS SIGHT IS A WONDERFUL STUMBLESTONE SET BY THE LORD HIMSELF!
might be a bit shocking for you to hear that I am only 15 years old, but sin is everywhere and I am very grieved about my shortfalls with porn problems.I dont have much time to explain the long story due to that I must go in 2 minutes but it is very encouraging to have stumbled over this site.to get the story short:
I am 15 years old and go to a german school in heidelberg germany.I am actually a strong christian,that is...in other areas until now.I accepted Christ as my Saviour when I was 5 years of age and never had to renew my faith.The "god" feeling was always with me.I was homeschooled from 1-7 grade and then went to a german school to finish school with an abitur which is like finishing high school and 1 year of college.At first everything was normal due to my strong christian parents and church,but one day I just found myself watching videos that were actually rotten things and that I would have actually never would have done.It is a very sneeky process!I didnt think a lot about it and I must have bin between 13-14 when that realisation came to me.It was then that I was on a Christian retreat "Vida Nueva" which means New Life and I met some young teenagers like I had never seen before!How they could pray!It was overwhelming!I dont know why but from somwhere a strong desire came to confess in our small prayer group though at that time I didnt know why because I dinddnt think it seemed very wrong!but I confessed and they prayed for me and God blessed me in the way that our prayer leader also had had the same problems and could understand me well.The retreat went for 3 days and after that I was renewed.I was doing pretty well though for about half a year and then suddenly without wanting it I had done it again.!I always had guilt feelings afterwards until I just ignored them and I diddnt think nothing about them.The Lord then made me stumble across this page while looking again to still my desire.!It has sppoken deaply to me but I would strongly ask you here at this site to help me with usefull hints and helps!
my email adress is ckohl@web.de
and or cdkohl1208@aol.com
Please help me further down the road!o no....Iam late...turned out to be more .... The Lord is wonderful!I hope that my testimonie has aroused you to further staying on the right road!
I would be very glad for feedback!
your littl brother in christ
-chris
Guys i'm addicted to porn and the Lord is being dealing with me...one time the Lord told me it was a specific deed i did that was the root which made me an slave to lust....it's been a long time and i lost the love towards God,my righteous desires,sometimes i don't even feel sorry....the spiritual gifts the Lord gave to me dissipated...the righteous desire of having a wife and kids is gone....and now i desire a girl just to have sex with her....i can't see a girl in a pure way...i can feel my heart treasuring the girl's intimate parts....i lost sensivity to the Lord's Spirit's voice
I need help
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